in other news.

next Sunday, my family is going to see my grandparents in Indiana. and amazingly, they expect me to drive part of the way.

I hate driving on highways. hate it with a passion.
it's too many cars squished together, going to fast.

I would rather just sleep the entire 12 hour trip like I usually do, but I get the feeling that won't be acceptable this time :I


and then, instead of going to take my license test this Wednesday, like was planned earlier this month, I'm taking it the 28th of next month. oh well. more time to practice my parallel parking. :)

hm.

I think I just got friend zoned.

So....tonight was pretty big.

I talked to my mom about some stuff that was way long over due.

I still have some people to talk to, but I know it'll be fine in the long run.

Alright.

down to business.
I'm gonna really REALLY try and keep this thing on track this time I swear.
I can maintain a Tumblr, so why not a legit blog?

lets see, what's new since august....

•I have a baby niece, Eden Kinsley Detweiler, she's perfect. hands down the cutest baby ever.

•I'm driving, I'll be taking my drivers test at the end of this month...I hope I do good....

•I'll be 17 this June. which is pretty cool. one year closer to being graduated (no more school! until college that is-_-), and one year closer to my future.
 I honestly have no clue what I want to do when I get older, all I know is I hope it's something to do with photography or art.
 I also have no clue where I want to live. right now, it's narrowed down to three places, which are Seattle (thanks to Chelsea), somewhere in California (thanks to Hailey), and England if at all possible, just because I really wanna visit there. Or maybe all three throughout my life? the sky's the limit.
 So it looks like no matter what, if any of my plans work out, I'll be moving a good distance away.

 I want to do something really big with my life. I want to make a difference. I'm not totally clear on how I'll accomplish this yet, but I'm leaving my options open.
 I'm gonna start making a bigger effort to listen to what God may be telling me to do, instead of what I think would be cool.